
I really don’t know where to start. I have been in church all my life. At around the age of eleven, I was baptized, thinking that I knew what it meant. Over the next several years, though, I did things my way not God’s way. At the age of seventeen I was pregnant with my first child. By God’s grace, I married Mike, the baby’s father and four years later we were blessed with our second child.
We have been together now for over 25 years. Even after being blessed with Mike, a wonderful husband, and two healthy children, there was still something missing in my life. It wasn’t until March of 2010 that I started to realize what was missing. God asked my husband and me to do something I did not want to do, and I ran from God. God asked us to become foster parents and to help kids who are in need of love and stability. I told Him, “NO, I Ain’t Doing This!” but God said, “We’ll see about that”.
After seven months of running I realized that for all those years I had only had “head knowledge” about God. I knew about Him but really did not “know” Him. I had to get God from my head to my heart. Eighteen inches. In doing this I knew God would rock my world. On October 6, 2010, I asked Jesus into my heart; and I was baptized at The Revolution on December 11, 2010, this time really knowing what it means. Since that time God has shown me that with Him, I can do things I never thought I could do. You guessed it, Mike and I are foster parents today and God is blessing me through this. He has shown me that when I let Him have control, He will use it for my good. God blessed me even when I was running from Him, but life is so much better when He is in control. Life is not always easy, but He never promised it would be. He did promise us that He will never leave us or forsake us.
If you are one of those people like me, stop running; let God in; life will never be the same. That 18-inch journey from your head to your heart can be a long journey, but it is well worth it. Won’t you let Jesus into your heart and life today?
Philippians 4:13- “I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me”!